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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 16:41:50 GMT -5
Lucy turned back to face him, shaking her head into her hands, "No.. it.. it was different.. it wasn't.. like that," she said, trying not to cry, but knew how red and makeup stained her face must have been and knew that it was failing. Lucy bit down on her lip and pouted into her hands, still shaking her hands. She wanted to talk to Joseph about it, but was so shy, embarrassed, and the worst- ashamed.
"When did you.. when did you find out that you.. that you like boys too?" she asked, raising her eyebrows, and looking through her fingers at him. She didn't particularly like girls, but he was right- this was a test. Lucy enjoyed it while it was happening, but the after effects and realization of it completely threw her off.
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 16:47:34 GMT -5
Joseph continued running his hands through her hair and listened to her, he understood her confusion..it happened to him aswell. "i understand that you are confused but i promise you its going to be alright" he said, hoping she would realise that "I was ten when i had my first feelings for a boy but my first kiss was about a month after that and i was just as confused and scared as you are most likely now" he added [/color][/size][/b]
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 16:55:08 GMT -5
[[is that true in RL?]]
Lucy swallowed hard, "But I don't like girls. Just the feeling I get when.." she said, but stopped. She had enough of this depressing conversation, and wasn't really in the mood for it any longer. She scooted closer to Joseph, feeling the heat of his body against hers. She lifted her face slightly and looked into his eyes. They were gorgeous. Why couldn't every guy be as perfect as Joseph was- he was the best of friends.
She sniffled, and tilted her head in her pillow, "I'm.. I'm done with it," she said, "Only time will tell," she said, and buried her face into Joseph's chest.
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 17:03:07 GMT -5
[yup it is]
Joseph repositioned his arm around her and again started running his hand soothingly through her hair "its gonna be ok..you just need to talk to her and clear your mind" he said kissing her forhead again "and then you can always talk to me when you feel like it" [/color][/size][/b]
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 17:15:47 GMT -5
"Joseph, I don't think talking to her will clear my mind, any," she said, through a muffled tone. He could probably hear her though, better than she could hear herself with her face burried into his chest. She pulled a hand around so that it was between him and her. She touched it up against his chest and pulled her head up, looking into his eyes. Lucy licked her lips.
There was one way that she would be able to tell, and she needed to depend on Aiden to find out. Lucy tilted her head, thinking of what Joseph said in the past. He thought he was gay since he hadn't had feelings for a girl in so long, she wondered what he was thinking at this very second.
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 17:20:23 GMT -5
Joseph bit his lip as he thought of ways to help his friend, he let out a sigh and cuddled closer to her "you need to talk to Aiden though, im sure he will understand and then you can see how you feel with him..make sure who you have stronger feelings for" he said biting his lip again he smiled down at her "this isnt that hard if you think of it in an optimistic way" he said poking her in the side [/color][/size][/b]
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 17:37:09 GMT -5
Lucy giggled at his poking, and looked into his eyes. She leaned in and pecked his nose lightly, "I don't know what I would do without you. You are the bestest friend," she said, cuddling up next to him. Lucy wanted Aiden. NO- she needed Aiden and she needed Aiden now.
They had to talk, they had to be together, and more so.. they had to be intimate. She needed Aiden, but only had Joseph and Teagan, yet that was perfectly fine for her. They were a good support system, although she didn't know how she felt about the whole makeout session with a chick, and that chick being her best friend, T.
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Post by Teagan Smith on Mar 22, 2007 19:12:04 GMT -5
Teagan hadn't moved out of the bathroom, as she'd heard Lucy start crying. She hated hearing her friend like that, but knew that right now she needed to talk to Joseph. Sliding down the wall, she inconspicuously shut the door without a sound. Pulling her knees up to her chest, she stared blankly at the bathroom wall waiting for them to finish talking...
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 23, 2007 5:33:42 GMT -5
Joseph grinned, glad that he managed a giggle out of her "so..you want to cuddle more or either go find Aiden or talk to Teagan who i dont want feeling bad in there" he said gesturing towards the bathroom door that had just been shut [/color][/size][/b]
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 28, 2007 15:21:11 GMT -5
"I want to find Aiden, but you'll do," she joked, ignoring the Teagan suggestion. Her and T would be able to work it out. Lucy pulled Joseph closer to her, and somehow he was an inch or two on top of her. she giggled and kissed his cheek. He was the best and never wanted to lose him.
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 29, 2007 3:50:42 GMT -5
Joseph laughed and pinched her side "meanie" he put up a mock pout but then giggled when she kissed his cheek "yay" he sadi randomly as she wrapped his other arm around her and attempted a big bear hug in that weird lying down position
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