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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 21, 2007 16:37:01 GMT -5
Lucy bit down on her lip and pulled herself away from the toilet. She heard a familiar voice and it wasn't just Teagan's. It was Joseph. Lucy was so glad that he had came after the session, instead of during. She bit down on her lip, wondering how long he had been standing in the doorway. Lucy pulled herself up from Teagan, after washing her face, drying it with a towel, and throwing on a random shirt. "Don't tell Joseph, about the puking thing," she said, applying eyeliner and eyeshadow. Lucy strolled out of the bathroom a few minutes later to see her bestest friend there.
"Hey Joseph," she said, running up to him and squeezing him into a hug.
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Post by Teagan Smith on Mar 21, 2007 16:42:39 GMT -5
Teagan nodded mutely as Lucy headed out of the bathroom. She bit down on her bottom lip, hearing Lucille speaking to Joseph. She was confused herself now.She chewed on her bottom lip, getting up off the ground and straightened her tank top. She reached up to her neck, looking in the mirror and seeing that she had quite a few marks from their little session. Sighing heavily, she headed out into the main part of the apartment, figuring she'd go for coffee now and leave Joseph and Lucy alone..and leave her to her own thoughts.
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 6:31:02 GMT -5
Josephs grin got bigger seeing Lucy walk out of the bathroom and he hugged her back "what were you doing in there? are you ok?" he asked, slightly concerned as he pulled back from the hug to get a closer look at his bestest friend
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 6:50:52 GMT -5
Lucille brought a hand up to her eyes. She rubbed them gently along with her forehead before looking back at Joseph. He knew her much too well. Lucy bit down on her bottom lip, and looked him in the eyes.
"Uhm.. I'm fine," she said, "And I was just.. fixing my makeup," Lucy said, she wasn't lying. She had fixed her makeup while in the bathroom. She looked at Joseph, tilting her head and smiled.
[sorry its short- not supposed to be on;; school!]
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 7:12:00 GMT -5
Joseph looked at her with his lips pursed..he knew she wasnt telling him something He pouted and pulled her towards him again "Luce..what arent you telling me?" he whispered as he squeezed her slightly [/color][/size][/b]
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 15:45:05 GMT -5
Lucy looked away as she was squeezed into Joseph's arms. She bit down on her bottom lip pretty hard, thinking she might have even busted it. Lucy pulled away from the hug and looked towards the bathroom where Teagan still was. She hadn't walked past and left yet. Lucy looked back at Joseph and raised her eyebrows.
"Uh.. nothing. I'm fine, really. Everything is okay," she said. Lucy didn't know how to tell Joseph about all of this. Ever since she had known him, he had always had feeling for boys. He was used to it.. but this wasn't just that. This was a whole lot.. different. Lucy didn't have feelings for girls.. usually.
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 15:49:49 GMT -5
Joseph saw her biting her lip and knew something was wrong, letting out a sigh he walked over to her bed and pulled her with him down on his lap, wrapping his arms around her he pouted "i know you Luce and i know when something is wrong and you know you can trust me" he said [/color][/size][/b]
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 15:54:49 GMT -5
Lucy sighed, as she was placed onto Joseph's tiny lap. He was so small, and she wasn't.. she had no idea how he could bare to have her in his arms- but she didn't mind. That was thinking off subject and she liked the feel of being in someone's arms. Lucy licked her lips nervously, and turned her head away from Joseph. They sat in silence for a little while, until she turned back around to face him, her eyes full of tears. Lucy laid her head on his shoulder and buried it into his neck, shaking it, and sobbing lightly.
"I don't know what's wrong with me, Joseph," she said through sniffles, "I really don't.."
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 15:57:51 GMT -5
Joseph didnt say a thing when she didnt reply right away, giving her the time he started rocking her back and forth slowly. When she turned back to him tears in her eyes he could feel a piece of his heart breaking, he hated to see her like this rubbing her back when she laid her head on his shoulder he moved her hair out of her face and kissed her forhead lightly "shh its ok, Luce, you know im here for you no matter what..you dont have to tell me yet, i just want to see if i can help you..i hate to see you like this" he said, feeling tears well up in his own eyes [/color][/size][/b]
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 16:06:01 GMT -5
Lucy coughed lightly, feeling her stomach rumble again. She picked herself up and out of Joseph's grasp and walked to the head of the bed, crawling on slowly. She laid down and stretched her body out. Lucy rolled over on her stomach, and buried her face into her pillow. She patted the spot beside her, indicating that she wanted Joseph to move down there. Lucy shook her head and felt herself cry softly into the pillow. She hated to be confused. Wasn't everything supposed to have an answer?
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 16:08:48 GMT -5
Joseph wiped a tear from his cheek and laid down beside her, putting his arm around her and the sound of her crying making him wish he could just make it all disappear, he pulled her closer to him and ran his hand through her hair softly "its ok, Luce"
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 16:15:17 GMT -5
Lucy picked her head up out of the pillow and looked at Joseph. She bit down on her lip and chewed it lightly. She nodded and pulled a hand up to Joseph's face, a small smile appearing on hers.
"Joseph, I did something that I normally wouldn't do.." she said, through small tears and slight sniffles, "And.. I'm .. uhm.. " Lucy bit her lip and looked away from his eyes and at Teagan's wall, then back to him, "Confused."
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 16:21:29 GMT -5
Joseph wiped her tears away with his hand and leaned in to peck her lightly on the cheek "hey no matter what it was im sure its something that you can work out and if you tell me i might be able to help you understand it" he bit his own lip, trying to stop himself from tearing up again..gursh he was such a wuss [/color][/size][/b]
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Post by Lucy Spencer on Mar 22, 2007 16:25:58 GMT -5
Lucy turned away and exhaled a long, exhausted sigh. She turned back to face him and felt her eyes well up with tears again. Joseph would look at it a different way since he was bisexual, and not the same way as she.. a straight person would. She sniffled lightly, and looked into his eyes, sucking on her teeth.
"Well.. uhm, Teagan and I.." she said, "We.. well, we.." and then stopped. She felt herself swallow a large lump in her throat and couldn't do it. She dug her face back into the pillow and said in a muffled tone, "I messed up, Joseph," although you could barely hear it.
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Post by Joseph Martin on Mar 22, 2007 16:36:43 GMT -5
Joseph listened to her attempt to tell him what happened and well she didnt need to say much..it sort of clicked to him what had happened "oh lucy" he said hugging her tighter "its ok..look at it as a test..theres nothing wrong with it and im sure if you talk things over with her you can both just move on" he said [/color][/size][/b]
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